an apology to Spaghetti

September 24, 2007 at 6:32 pm (Boredom, Eating Disorder) (, , , , , , )

Dear Spaghetti,

I’m so sorry I just couldn’t eat much of you. See, I had been looking forward to dinner all day. It’s been so long since I’ve had you for dinner, and I had decided that I was going to enjoy it. But Kenny fell asleep right as I started eating. And all I had for light was a blacklight. Which always makes me look fatter. Then you started looking kinda like a pile of crap. Literally. Poo with worms crawling around, and no matter how much I reminded myself that you were the Spaghetti I had looked forward to all day, I still could no longer find you appetizing. And nobody was around to tell me the truth. So when you finally started smelling bad, I just had to stop. But it’s a new day, right? Just next time, please don’t change into something that disgusting.



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It’s finally time to get this going!

September 23, 2007 at 10:13 pm (Boredom) (, , , , )

Just a little of the boring stuff about me for my first post I guess. I’m a very messed up person. I’m trying to recover from anorexia nervosa, bipolar, and a whole host of other mental disorders. Physically, I’m also a mess. That tends to be the majority of my blogging, mostly eating disorder stuff. Just because. I’m also very musical. I once studied opera. Can’t do it much anymore though. I also play flute and am working on the keyboard again. I’ve tried to write when I was younger, mostly teenage angst emo poetry, but what do you expect out of a depressed teenager? I would say I’ve grown out of it, but that’s not really true. I just decided that everything I wrote sucked too much to keep writing it. So I stopped. Lately I haven’t done much of anything to cope though. Don’t expect greatness out of me. All I have to offer is the same old tired eating disorder and depression rants, basically because I have nowhere else to get that stuff out.

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